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Lil' tidbits Sep. 15th, 2005 @ 02:18 pm
Alright, time for an update, in bullet form

(actually cant figure out how to get bullets so in dash form)

- Have an awesome house that is still not done
- There's too much room, and I need more stuff
- Finally figured out what I want my first tattoo of (Eye-of-Horus)
- Favorite drinking game is now Quarters
- Still taking pictures of kids
- Hate my boss
- Thinking about going into Real Estate
- Really just want to open up my own studio, but definitely can't afford it
- Wish Nader was President
- Actually wish Kurt Vonnegut was
- or Neil Young (wouldn't he make an amazing president?)
- or really anyone but the B word
- In love with John
- especially when he does the dishes
- Planning on having a cookout and inviting a ton of people, but I dont think my house will ever be ready
- I love getting catalogs in the mail
- In trouble again, for the same stuff
- always in trouble
- I hate it when I leave hair ties on my wrist and fall asleep, the always leave a mark for a whole day
- sucked at pool last night
- kinda PO'd about not getting Broadway season tickets this year
- Think Mike is going insane again, keeps talking about hurricanes and him being crazy
- Miss Noelle, wish she was closer
- My favorite thing now is to fall asleep listing to the police scanner, as long as they don't say my name
- Haven't found anything good at the Thrift store lately
- Need to start up my sewing room so I can make some cool gear
- Am boring everyone with this

So thats all for now, until we speak again, ado
Current Mood: indifferent
Current Music: police scanner

Sep. 13th, 2005 @ 09:04 pm
I know its been forever since i've written anything, but I promise that on my next day off I will tell all about whats been going on. Until then I found this and thought that it was really funny...

I am 66% Hippie.
I am so Hippie, Man!
I am not a child of the 60’s but my heart is true to the cause, man. I realize that being a hippie is not just bell bottoms and tie-dye. It is also about the drugs and smelling bad, too!


Peace

Feb. 26th, 2005 @ 07:06 pm
NO time to talk, just wanted everyone to know that I miss them all and that I'm hanging in there! I promise to try and update when I can get a chance. Love 2 All!

Oct. 27th, 2004 @ 12:34 pm

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» Photoshop War Cont.
does he look familiar to anyone?





Its already been broughten!
» This is a fun quiz...

» Hookahville tonight
Tonight is Hookahville again...

I just finished the morning paperwork and I look outside and see nothing but rain.. Its going to be bad. and

Last year it rained so hard and everyone was so muddy, and I have a feeling that this year isn't going to be that much different. At least there's more people going with us and more people are supposed to meet there. I've been waiting for Adrienne to call me and let me know if she's going, but I have a feeling that she's blowing me off again. I really don't understand why my best friend is being like this all of a sudden. I mean, I barely see her as it is and then everytime we make plans she just doesn't call me when its time to get together. She left me a message that said "Sorry I didn't make it to your party, but hopefully I can make it up to you at Hookah," today is hookah and she still hasn't told me what she's doing. Ehh, oh well. I guess it'll be her missing out, cause I know how fun it can be.

I think we're going to try to make it there to see Leftover Salmon, but they go on so early and I have some other things to take care of before I can even go out there, not to mention I have to work until 2. I foresee a weekend of no sleep, so crazy visuals and mud...lots of mud.

John and I have things to sell or trade which i think will be fun. Bartering and such. John has Ekustik Hookah bootlegs and I have about a dozen of these hemp necklaces and ankle bracelets that I've made which usually sell for a bit, so hopefully we can come home with some pretty cool stuff. Well, off to take pictures!
» binky
written by Sageangel

*how to weep*
let me paint
let me paint all over your skin
soft smooth contours and sharp unexpected angles
let me colour you with
the shades of forgotten memories
than only surface
when i cease to look at the world
how long do i have to
scream my own name into the wind
before you'll hear me and take me home
i was lost when i stood by the ocean
but i didn't know how lost i was
until you opened your arms to me
rose petals falling from bony fingers like
haphazard quatrains and couplets
i tried not to let flames consume
the dreams that i hid in the back of my mind
but now i taste ashes in the back of my throat
and i'd like to mix them
with every tear i have ever shed
to create a new pigment
a colour that captures everything i've seen before
and everything i'll never see
will you recline slowly against me
tilt your head back and bare your neck
or will you curl up tightly
shoulderblades jutting up beneath pale skin
muscles rippling in anticipation
tense
poised
waiting
no sound but steady breathing
and the soft sigh of unborn art
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» A Look to LNZ
Hola!
Since I have a small amount of time before I get my first customer, I'll try to update real fast.

Well lately my job has been going really good. I'm full-time and almost a certified photographer. I just need a few more people to come in and help, then I'm all set. It's tough sometimes to get those really cute pictures when the child is either screaming or is to small to even lift their little head, but I think i'm getting much better at it. We have all kinds of cute props that we use, and my favorite is to sit a 7 month old girl in a hat box with boas and beads all around her, then i just have to make a fool of myself to get them to laugh, which I dont mind cause I guess I'm kinda a clown anyways. Parents are always like, "wow, you have such a hard job, I dont know how you do it" I just reply with a smile and say, "it's the challenge of getting that good picture, and the feeling of accomplishment once they see how beautiful it comes out." See, we are not like Sears or Walmart, we are fun and have so many different props and backgrounds that we make the experience fun for the child and the mothers. I had a few mothers cry after getting their portraits cause they came out so incredibly cute!!
Well thats the job, hmmm... besides that...
I went to see Mest with my brother a couple weeks ago, which was a blast. I lost him, then saw him again crowd surfing!! It was his first time at the Newport, and he loved it!! I think he must of surfed that crowd to the front at least a dozen times. I took him to the Blue Danube afterwords which now has become our after concert spot. We are all going to see Blink 182 and Cypress Hill in a couple weeks, which will be fun.. plus our tickets are right up front!! I might have to give him some of that funky stuff for that.. hehe.
Volleyball has started again at Flanagans, we are now called Varsity instead of _______ #2. We've played 2 games and lost both, but our team is really good, we just havent worked together much yet, so it might take some time. We did win a match though. I miss those trips to Skullys afterwards for 80's night, blue moons, and Jaeger bombs!
Another thing cool, my friend Cyrus gave John and I these old bootleg tapes of ekustic hookah which we are going to burn to cd and sell at Hookahville, btw, is anyone on LJ going to hookah?

Well stole this from somebody...
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Your Name
You Are A:Sex-slave
Your Favorite Band/SongNelly - Air Force Ones
You Like To Read:Biographies/Autobiographies
You Firmly Believe In:Free love
Everyone Thinks You Are:A complete loser
You Were Conceived:In a burning building
You Will Marry:A punk-rawker
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hehe, I'm a loser....

Well glad to hear everyones in love and Jillian!! I miss you!! Call me, i tried to call you but it didn't work.
And..
Meg!! We NEED to get together soon! We will have to plan a time.

Much Hippie Love!
Lynzee
» Happy St. Patty's Day
Hey hoe's and bro's!

I know its been so long since I've written on this. I try to check it once in a while to make sure everyone is doing fabulous. It seems like everything is getting on the right track for most people. I just got hired full-time at work which is really cool cause it was basically a competition to see who could get it. Guess I'm a pretty damn good photographer. I'm still working on getting certified (meg, still really really want you and Reid to come down) but I guess it will come in time. We're looking at re-doing the bedroom so now we're at the library getting design books and other things for inspiration. Thinking about making it red, but its still in the works.
Just something romantic and not boring. John says I've been watching 2 much Trading Spaces, which is prolly true, but redoing the room was his idea. We found a pretty cool bar around here, full of old hippies and people like that. The first day we met them they gave us a bowl to smoke in the bathroom, kinda like being in high school again! jk. I still dont have my car or else I would love to go to the M-ville and see all of you again. I'm sure it will happen soon, just give me a call (btw, my new # is (614)946-5231, John has my old phone number now. Well, off to find some books! Love you all and take care!
» Gone but not forgotten
Hello all!!

I've been without a computer for sometime now, but its nice to see that everyone is still doing really well, and in some cases very well *wink wink*. So I have moved to Reynoldsburg, and I like it. Its pretty far from where I was, and even further from those in the M-ville, but its really close to my work, and the apartment is a find. John and I are both really happy living there, but it does get boring since I have no car and cant get anywhere unless John takes me. I'm applying for another job today and I hopefully can buy a car soon and get my license back, even if it is just work privileges. Things will look up soon i'm sure of it. My job is going well, even though i wish i had more hours, but its pretty satisfying when you get that one really good picture. Its not easy to make a newborn smile. Besides that, everything is pretty much the same. We have our pool league tonight, but I'm not playing since we have 2 many people. But, i'll be there to support the team and probably drink a beer or two for them as well. Its fun playing at home, or the "home bar" it kinda makes you feel like you own the place.

*Meg!! call me, lets get together soon!
» My night of hell-oh opperator....
Does it get worse? Yes, I guess it could be. Monday night John and I were driving back from playing pool on St Rt 161, and out of no where a red van runs a stop sign and i go smashing into her head first. As soon as I come to and make sure I was ok and JOhn was ok we go to check on her. Well, she wasn't moving. I called 911 and the police came. After we made sure she was ok, I get THE TEST. I passed it at first,so the cop had to get a second opinion. I did all the test again, and to the best of my knowledge, I passed them fully. But, anyways, I got arrested. My car, well, she's totaled. I went to court today and plead not guilty, but I think I might actually have to do hard time which scares me cause I'm fragile. But, I wont know until I get a lawyer and all that lovely crap. So now today and tomorrow is moving day, which i hope all goes smoothly cause right now I feel as if i'm on the edge. Actually I'm relieved that nothing more happened today at court, and hopefully I can just move on. John's a big help, driving me around and taking my mind off of my pain and my defeat. Damn the Man! Well, I'm hoping to get a lot accomplished today, and I hope none of us freeze moving all this stuff. It should work out well cause the new place is pretty awesome!
» damn the answers
For a long time now, I have stopped questioning. It's easier on the soul to just accept the things that are, and hope to create the things that will be. The question "why?" never truly has an answer. Certain philosophers and scientists may disagree, claiming that the truth exists within a certain context. But what is the Truth? An intangible, immutable, fact that remains constant and perpetual to everything and everyone. People disagree all the time, yet history has witnessed quest after quest for this Truth, some with avail... But I challenge that. How does one know? How can one claim to have the right to know? These answers do not have answers, and I will not attempt to answer them. Insight and intuition, usually results of personal experience, give an illusion of knowledge and enlightenment. In a way, this illusion is the "meaning" of life itself. It keeps people busy and allows them to rest assured with a certain satisfaction that they are not wasting their time, and that they are working toward something greater. The essence of human life lies in the spectrum of emotions, intuition, experience, and the desire to survive. Collectively, these are all self-serving agenda and life is perpetuated by the need to be better. The four main states of the human condition are joy, comfort, fear, and ire; the formers are the goals, with the latters there to define them. I wish I was intrigued and ditracted by questions, but I don't see the point. Efficiency is my game; to make sure everything around me operates with minimal obstacles and restraints. There is no goal in my concerns; it just makes things easier for everyone when they can do anything they are capable of to be happy. Just because I don't indulge in futility doesn't mean anyone else should deny their own existence. It is not a satisfying role, but I consider it a necessity. Things are the way things are in this world; far be for me to question any longer. I accept my position behind the stage, but enough for now... Theres a reason for me writing this, but for now, I really don't want to talk much about it.
» stolen from Jillian


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WOW, I guess I should probably update this more often, but I'm not around a computer to much anymore. So lately.. hmmm.. what have I been doing?

I started a new job at Kiddie Kandids, a children's photography store. I'm working on being the best photographer I can be, even though getting a 2 week old to pose is pretty hard. I think i'll like it more once my new store opens up.

So we're moving to Renoyldsburg this weekend. Its not too far away, (my job is right across the street), it will probably just be a pain for John every day to get to and from work, but he's such a sweetheart, he doesn't really mind. The place is really really neat and i'm excited to have basically my own place since i've kinda been staying everywhere in the last couple of years. But, thanks to all of you who let me come and crash on your couches or beds in the last 2 years. It was greatly appreciated! Dont know where i would be if some of you havent helped out. (BTW, Perfectdrug, where are you??)

Playing pool tonight at Halftime which should be fun. First time i've played in our league. Dont know how well I will do but like John said "you can't do much worse than me." The rest of our players are really good to, so i'm excited to see how well they do.

Got to go to the bank today and open up a checking account, pay my phone bill, and get this deposit thing figured out so I can go down there and give it to the rental office. Plus, I'm working 2 jobs now, and i havent had a day off in over a week! I figure i should be raking in the money right now, but moving kinda drains you. At least I am proving to myself that i can handle 2 jobs and a boyfriend (who is more work than the 7 month old I shot pictures of yesterday).

Well all for now! Miss you Jillian!! Miss you Meagan!! HOPE THINGS WORK OUT FOR YOU BOTH!
» Holiday Tidings
Hope Everyone has a good holiday, got what they wanted, and gained a few pounds! I spent xmas day with my parents, brother. aunt, grandma, and my cousin and his family. Having little kids around again is something I wasn't used to. But, it was so good to see everyone again. After all this holiday shopping, i'm broke again. Plus, i'm saving to move out soon, really soon! Apartment hunting is no fun, and tedious, but once we find that perfect place, i'll be out of my parents house again, and into my own. Cant wait! And its about damn time.
I'm still waiting to hear back from this job I interviewed for the other week. I guess if they don't call me back by the 9th, i didn't get it, and should start looking for another one. I really hope I did though. More cashish is always good so I can buy stuff for the place and be able to go out to dinners and things like that, maybe actually have my hair professionally cut instead of John doing it for me (even though he does a good job).

Here are some of my new years resolutions...
~to get a part time job
~to start taking my classes again
~to hold on to more friendships
~to keep this relationship I have strong and wonderful like it is now
~create a better relationship with my mother (which will be easier once I move out)
~see more shows (which will be easier once I have more $)

I haven't really thought that deeply about those, just what came to mind then.

Well, Happy New Year to you all, and leave me a comment and let me know what you are doing for the eve, cause I have no plans.
» for Jillian
christmas lights
You are the Christmas Lights.


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» (No Subject)
My Jillian is leaving me!! Moving to Tampa, blah! WHy would you want to go somewhere where its sunny and warm and you can be near your family? Not this chickee! I'll miss you Jill! No more late night Gary hookups.

I had a blast this past weekend hanging out with the Marysville crowd. You guys are always a blast.. hehe.. we're whores! Too bad "bar hopping" turning into only a bar hop, but thats ok, I dont think Dale could handle me buying him anymore shots.

We've been apartment hunting lately. Its such a pain, but John is very organized, and I'm pretty sure we'll find one soon enough.

Happy Birthday to Reid! Even though I have yet to meet him. (btw Meg, I left my card at Dales, but I really want it, can you send it or something?)

I have a job interview tomorrow for this place called Kiddie Kreations. It's a photography business, and i will take pictures of kids. Its something that i've done before, so I really hope I get it. Plus, the extra money will be good for me and the place (when i find one) Wish me Luck!!

OK.. off to go look at apartments and houses!
» because everyone else is...
Hmmm... never thought as myself as a demon before.. but didnt Mike say I was the Devil or something once?

dem
You are Form 8, Demon: The Destroyer.

"And The Demon took advantage of the chaos
and seized civillization. With grace and
style, Demon slit The Goddess's belly and
drowned the world in her blood. The Goddess,
The Demon, and the world were no
more."


Some examples of the Demon Form are Seth (Egyptian)
and The Horsemen of the Apocalypse (Christian).
The Demon is associated with the concept of
destruction, the number 8, and the element of
earth.
His sign is the full moon.

As a member of Form 8, you are a very strong willed
individual. You don't let others' opinions
sway your own and you're usually not afraid to
speak your mind. However, some may see you as
a bit overly passionate but it's just because
you never back down from your values. No
matter what, you always do everything with
style. Demons are the best friends to have
because they will back you up.


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